Hi there,
This is abt an imaginary gal who came into my life thru my dreams and the way she rules my world, the way she helps me understand the worth of living and also the power of women..
Here it Goes...
HEAL D PAIN
I can see in Ur eyes
I can see in Ur Moves
U needed someone, someone who cares
Is that me U r looking for
But for me it is U
Everything I do I feel the pain of U
Everywhere I go I feel lonely without U
U tucked my Heart away and
Put my Social life down in Flame
My Heart thudding Madly Ur name
My words Fumbling here n there whenever u came
Where can i go, what can i do
I feel deserted without U
Hapily i think of me and my State
U r d key to my Heaven's gate
I Adore U... I Really do..
Ramanan
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
My Life is for Rent…But I don’t wanna take it….
At last I found a title for my post… though it’s long, it suits the situation perfectly. It’s a song from “dido” which I like the most. I always wonder why I’m still here, in this bloody world, battered and bruised. Life hasn’t given me anything to cheer, anything to feel exhilarated to be precise anything to LIVE upon. I have always lived life with a sense of insecurity actually with a sense of HOPE, cause I never got what I really wanted both personally and professionally, All these days its been a long battle between me and myself to keep my hopes alive and to keep myself intact, now suddenly it seems that I am losing my own battle, that my dreams will never come true, my virtual world will never come to reality. Am I going to be a person who is gonna live his life twice like a split personality? I am in a way started doing that, I know a world where happiness and life go hand in hand, where no misery exist, where I have all the power to ferry my life to success, My heart flees first to this wonderful world and later my conscience follows whenever I feel low, but unfortunately this is world doesn’t exist in reality.
Reality is more crude & cruel. I know I’m not the only one who is suffering and sometimes I feel that I’m overstating a bit, I’m not the kind of person who never feels content with what life has to offer but, I’m the kind of person who is struggling to achieve what I really deserve. I have learned a valuable lesson in life that Material success is not a Real success; it will not bring the Real happiness. Money can be a blessing from heaven or a ticket to hell. Personal success is not measured by who you are, how much you possess or what you have accomplished. Instead it is measured by how good you feel about who you are, what you have done, and what you have. The lessons learned have shaped my attitude towards my life to an extent, Now I ask myself , does that mean that I have be content with what I have, though I deserve more?
Personal Success is different for everyone. For some, it’s a rollercoaster ride and for some it’s a gentle ride on calm water, I think I have to take my life on its own stride, whatever the ride be, I should learn to enjoy it. I read it somewhere that “If you are looking to experience life without ups and downs, twists and turns, starts and stops, Visit a graveyard and rest in peace”. I don’t wanna do that, I know there is reason to be born. I now know that life is a process, and I need to understand that it may take time to get what I want, till then I will keep my hopes alive and walk through the dark tunnel until I see light at the end.
Friday, August 18, 2006
Open ur EyEs N Open ur MiNd
I was very happy that i escaped my very own chennai summer this year, i was happy, back to be in europe, the place i loved next to my country. 'oh comeon! summer here cant be that bad' i thought to myself. when july came, along came the european summer, oh god ! it was hot, lot more than expected, In the past 4 or 5 years lot more people died of heat exhaustion than anyother particular diease in europe. isn't that weird ? but its true, our world is warming up..
i immediatly remembered the movie ' day after tomorrow' where green house effect and GLOBAL WARMING brings more catastrophic effects to the world, its neither a hollywood fiction nor a myth anymore, its a happening fact. There is a clear consences by the scientific community that climate change is happening and is propelled by human activities. can u believe it..? the blame is on us.
ok.. what are the effects of climate change.? The scientists say that, sea level rises, it means increase in floods, less snow in winter, warmer temperature in summer, more winter rain, wild life are displaced, rare species disappear, coral reef vanish and the whole ECOSYSTEM is disturbed.
who should take responsibilty for all this.? is it the developed world.? you know, the most powerful nation in this world is the biggest polluter of our planet. the heavy industries, modern lifestyle, technical advancement are the main reason for it. But the developing world is catching up with the industrial deveopment, they are blaming the rich countries for the whole mess. sadly.. the whole world is at stake. The policies should change, the government and businesses carry the main resposibility to act.
What this whole thing would mean to us.? is this going to affect our life.? The answer is 'not obviously' but it will affect our world, our future , certainly our grand kids.
Have you ever thought that how our individual actions are linked to this whole issue..? and how it will make a difference.? The answer is simple, the whole idea is to reduce the carbon dioxide emission. The list of things we need to think about which will be affected by climate change is endless, It's not just policies and industries that need to be more climate-friendly, each individual has an impact on his or her environment. Choices that we make in our day-to-day lives can affect the climate.
Things you can do today at no cost:
Turn off lights when you leave a room
Only boil the amount of water you need in your kettle
Turn off televisions, videos, stereos and computers when they are not in use - they can use between 10 and 60% of the power they use when on
Don't leave fridge doors open for longer than necessary, let food cool down fully before putting in the fridge or freezer, defrost regularly and keep at the right temperature
Let your clothes dry naturally rather than using a tumble drier
Where possible don't stand cookers and fridges/freezers next to each other
Things you can do in the future or with an initial cost:
Use energy saving lightbulbs - they use a quarter of the electricity and last much longer
Fit solar panels or solar tiles to your roof
Transport
Don't use your car for short journeys - these are most polluting - walk or cycle
Use public transport as much as possible
Share car journeys with work colleagues or friends - up to a third of all car mileage is accounted for by the drive to work
Walk your children to school or share a run with their friends - up to 20% of rush hour traffic is due to children being driven to school
Choose a fuel-efficient / environmentally friendly car
Turn off your engine when waiting in your car
Make sure that your tyres are inflated correctly - this can save you 5% on the cost of your petrol
Take off your roof rack / remove heavy objects from the boot when not in use
Avoid accelerating (or braking) sharply as this uses fuel more quickly. Use lead-free petrol.
Water
Use the plug in your basin or sink - don't leave water running unnecessarily
Always wash a full load in your washing machine or in your dishwasher
Fix dripping taps and make sure that they are turned off fully - in one week a dripping tap can waste a bathful of water
Have a shower instead of a bath - an ordinary shower uses two-fifths of the water in a bath but power showers use 4 times as much water as a normal shower
Collect rainwater for watering plants
Water plants in the early evening - less water will evaporate
Water plants at their roots
Avoid using sprinklers - they can use up to 1000 litres of water an hour!
Select plants that don't need constant watering (ask at your garden centre for advice.)
Don't use a hose pipe to wash your car - use a bucket instead
Waste
Reuse as much as possible - envelopes, carrier bags…
Sell unwanted things or donate them to charity shops
Recycle as much as possible (glass, cans, paper, plastics…)
Use 'terry nappies' and a nappy washing service rather than disposable nappies
Rather than have your bank and credit card statements sent to you by post - see if you can check them online instead
Cut down on the number of brochures that you send off for.
Shopping
Make a shopping list so that you only buy what you need and are going to use
Buy recycled goods and goods with recycled packaging
Buy organic products ,Buy goods with minimal packaging
Don't buy disposable / throw away goods when it is possible to buy goods that are durable
Reuse shopping bags or take your own
Buy refillable products and refills where possible
Buy environmentally friendly cleaning and washing products
Buy in bulk if possible
Cut down on visits to shops by shopping more efficiently when you go
Buy recycled paper or wood from sustainable forests
Grow your own vegetables
The climate change demands a re-think not just the way we travel also the way we live. Do these things make sense to you. I hope it does, it may seem simple and it may seem easy, but believe me it is not. It is very hard to follow and very easy to become complacent, and you thinking that 'after all it is not going to affect us now, so why should we bother'. i am aware that we all have more important things to take care of and worry about and also understand how difficult to sacrifice our luxury for some future generation. This is not the time to be selfish, this is the time to share our responsibilty and make a difference.
It is not too late yet, lets do something.. lets SAVE OUR PLANET.
source : BBC
i immediatly remembered the movie ' day after tomorrow' where green house effect and GLOBAL WARMING brings more catastrophic effects to the world, its neither a hollywood fiction nor a myth anymore, its a happening fact. There is a clear consences by the scientific community that climate change is happening and is propelled by human activities. can u believe it..? the blame is on us.
ok.. what are the effects of climate change.? The scientists say that, sea level rises, it means increase in floods, less snow in winter, warmer temperature in summer, more winter rain, wild life are displaced, rare species disappear, coral reef vanish and the whole ECOSYSTEM is disturbed.
who should take responsibilty for all this.? is it the developed world.? you know, the most powerful nation in this world is the biggest polluter of our planet. the heavy industries, modern lifestyle, technical advancement are the main reason for it. But the developing world is catching up with the industrial deveopment, they are blaming the rich countries for the whole mess. sadly.. the whole world is at stake. The policies should change, the government and businesses carry the main resposibility to act.
What this whole thing would mean to us.? is this going to affect our life.? The answer is 'not obviously' but it will affect our world, our future , certainly our grand kids.
Have you ever thought that how our individual actions are linked to this whole issue..? and how it will make a difference.? The answer is simple, the whole idea is to reduce the carbon dioxide emission. The list of things we need to think about which will be affected by climate change is endless, It's not just policies and industries that need to be more climate-friendly, each individual has an impact on his or her environment. Choices that we make in our day-to-day lives can affect the climate.
Things you can do today at no cost:
Turn off lights when you leave a room
Only boil the amount of water you need in your kettle
Turn off televisions, videos, stereos and computers when they are not in use - they can use between 10 and 60% of the power they use when on
Don't leave fridge doors open for longer than necessary, let food cool down fully before putting in the fridge or freezer, defrost regularly and keep at the right temperature
Let your clothes dry naturally rather than using a tumble drier
Where possible don't stand cookers and fridges/freezers next to each other
Things you can do in the future or with an initial cost:
Use energy saving lightbulbs - they use a quarter of the electricity and last much longer
Fit solar panels or solar tiles to your roof
Transport
Don't use your car for short journeys - these are most polluting - walk or cycle
Use public transport as much as possible
Share car journeys with work colleagues or friends - up to a third of all car mileage is accounted for by the drive to work
Walk your children to school or share a run with their friends - up to 20% of rush hour traffic is due to children being driven to school
Choose a fuel-efficient / environmentally friendly car
Turn off your engine when waiting in your car
Make sure that your tyres are inflated correctly - this can save you 5% on the cost of your petrol
Take off your roof rack / remove heavy objects from the boot when not in use
Avoid accelerating (or braking) sharply as this uses fuel more quickly. Use lead-free petrol.
Water
Use the plug in your basin or sink - don't leave water running unnecessarily
Always wash a full load in your washing machine or in your dishwasher
Fix dripping taps and make sure that they are turned off fully - in one week a dripping tap can waste a bathful of water
Have a shower instead of a bath - an ordinary shower uses two-fifths of the water in a bath but power showers use 4 times as much water as a normal shower
Collect rainwater for watering plants
Water plants in the early evening - less water will evaporate
Water plants at their roots
Avoid using sprinklers - they can use up to 1000 litres of water an hour!
Select plants that don't need constant watering (ask at your garden centre for advice.)
Don't use a hose pipe to wash your car - use a bucket instead
Waste
Reuse as much as possible - envelopes, carrier bags…
Sell unwanted things or donate them to charity shops
Recycle as much as possible (glass, cans, paper, plastics…)
Use 'terry nappies' and a nappy washing service rather than disposable nappies
Rather than have your bank and credit card statements sent to you by post - see if you can check them online instead
Cut down on the number of brochures that you send off for.
Shopping
Make a shopping list so that you only buy what you need and are going to use
Buy recycled goods and goods with recycled packaging
Buy organic products ,Buy goods with minimal packaging
Don't buy disposable / throw away goods when it is possible to buy goods that are durable
Reuse shopping bags or take your own
Buy refillable products and refills where possible
Buy environmentally friendly cleaning and washing products
Buy in bulk if possible
Cut down on visits to shops by shopping more efficiently when you go
Buy recycled paper or wood from sustainable forests
Grow your own vegetables
The climate change demands a re-think not just the way we travel also the way we live. Do these things make sense to you. I hope it does, it may seem simple and it may seem easy, but believe me it is not. It is very hard to follow and very easy to become complacent, and you thinking that 'after all it is not going to affect us now, so why should we bother'. i am aware that we all have more important things to take care of and worry about and also understand how difficult to sacrifice our luxury for some future generation. This is not the time to be selfish, this is the time to share our responsibilty and make a difference.
It is not too late yet, lets do something.. lets SAVE OUR PLANET.
source : BBC
Thursday, August 10, 2006
ALONE n LONELY..
HI THERE,
I WOULD LIKE TO EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS .. HOW I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF.. I UNDERGO A DARK PERIOD OF MY LIFE.. WITH MY CAREER AND MY FUTURE..
THIS IS HOW I FEEL..
I walk along the road
not even a soul around
one would think, the whole town is dead
Run!!..Run!!..my heart shouts out loud
when i turn around, i saw someone follow
then i realise, its my scary little shadow
'What a jerk' i laughed at myself
it seems like a bad dream, but it's not
I never slept, to wake up
My life, my world is full of crap
pushed & pulled, stamped & kicked,
throwed & bruised,
My 'self' & 'belief' gone with the wind
Anguish and agony, no one to care
Fears and tears, nowhere to share
i see a lot of people suffer more
atleast, i'm not alone in there
Hey, these problems should make me stronger
Oh god! why the hell i feel more weaker
Did i woke up 'god' by screaming
Sorry fellas, let him be sleeping
Self confidence, belive in urself, hard work pays
some people always says..
please, let me think..
my skies are grey, stormy day, Me.. fallen as prey..
Alone i am, Alone in my thoughts
Alone i stand and fight
I struggle, i Explore, i hope
I will find my way out.
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT UR THOTS
THANK U..BYE
I WOULD LIKE TO EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS .. HOW I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF.. I UNDERGO A DARK PERIOD OF MY LIFE.. WITH MY CAREER AND MY FUTURE..
THIS IS HOW I FEEL..
I walk along the road
not even a soul around
one would think, the whole town is dead
Run!!..Run!!..my heart shouts out loud
when i turn around, i saw someone follow
then i realise, its my scary little shadow
'What a jerk' i laughed at myself
it seems like a bad dream, but it's not
I never slept, to wake up
My life, my world is full of crap
pushed & pulled, stamped & kicked,
throwed & bruised,
My 'self' & 'belief' gone with the wind
Anguish and agony, no one to care
Fears and tears, nowhere to share
i see a lot of people suffer more
atleast, i'm not alone in there
Hey, these problems should make me stronger
Oh god! why the hell i feel more weaker
Did i woke up 'god' by screaming
Sorry fellas, let him be sleeping
Self confidence, belive in urself, hard work pays
some people always says..
please, let me think..
my skies are grey, stormy day, Me.. fallen as prey..
Alone i am, Alone in my thoughts
Alone i stand and fight
I struggle, i Explore, i hope
I will find my way out.
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT UR THOTS
THANK U..BYE
Monday, July 31, 2006
Its so unfair....
From the day, I first figured out that actually the world is not flat anymore and the babies 'actually' come out of the mother’s womb, I also try to figure the complexities, categorization of human life. I mean the rich & the poor, privileged & under privileged people across the world. I often wonder why these divisions do exist in the first place, where it all started? Who & what decides their status and wealth.? I guess there are more questions than answers.
Our human species, gifted of all , with the sixth sense actually threatens the existence of our own species and d whole world. I guess, god would be very busy rationalising his decision over creating humans in this world. Have you ever thought why some have all the luxury in d world and why some don’t, have u ever thought why some people doesn’t even know that there are 3 meals a day while others spend millions on pet accessories? Why there is so much differences within ourselves? it’s a pity that a new born child in Sudan doesn’t know that he/she is not gonna live to see d first birthday, what did that child did wrong?
I always wonder why some people have all the fancy cars while others have to be contented with life? Why its always we are told not to dream about something big while others can able to live the life of their wildest dream.?
We know life is so short and we all say that we should enjoy it to the fullest. So, what are we fighting for? Why does a single country’s foreign policy affect the whole world and how come a single person or a group of people dictate the life of the billions? In the ongoing conflict i heard d news that 40 children died on a single day among them was a 1 day old child, lucky in a way that the child hasn’t opened his eyes to witness how ugly our world is.
Why there is so much injustice ? Why this world is so unfair.? Is it our karma? Or is this the part of our evolution?
Why doesn’t god give everyone everything, why does he let something like this to happen, why doesn’t he stop it.?
Is this gonna be the beginning of our end./?
Are we gonna let these differences destroy ourselves.?
Is there way out.?
Oh.. God., somebody answer me…..please
Our human species, gifted of all , with the sixth sense actually threatens the existence of our own species and d whole world. I guess, god would be very busy rationalising his decision over creating humans in this world. Have you ever thought why some have all the luxury in d world and why some don’t, have u ever thought why some people doesn’t even know that there are 3 meals a day while others spend millions on pet accessories? Why there is so much differences within ourselves? it’s a pity that a new born child in Sudan doesn’t know that he/she is not gonna live to see d first birthday, what did that child did wrong?
I always wonder why some people have all the fancy cars while others have to be contented with life? Why its always we are told not to dream about something big while others can able to live the life of their wildest dream.?
We know life is so short and we all say that we should enjoy it to the fullest. So, what are we fighting for? Why does a single country’s foreign policy affect the whole world and how come a single person or a group of people dictate the life of the billions? In the ongoing conflict i heard d news that 40 children died on a single day among them was a 1 day old child, lucky in a way that the child hasn’t opened his eyes to witness how ugly our world is.
Why there is so much injustice ? Why this world is so unfair.? Is it our karma? Or is this the part of our evolution?
Why doesn’t god give everyone everything, why does he let something like this to happen, why doesn’t he stop it.?
Is this gonna be the beginning of our end./?
Are we gonna let these differences destroy ourselves.?
Is there way out.?
Oh.. God., somebody answer me…..please
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
My FeELInGs...
Hi there..
how r u all.. i'm doing ok here.. feelin lonely most of the time.. missing my family, frens, the food , the fun and also my life...
here are few words abt how much i miss my DREAM gal...
these r jus my feelings..my imaginative feelings...
here it goes...
"I MISS U A LOOOOT"
U know wat,
whenever i woke up late
whenever i see d roses smilin, hear birds squeaking,chirping
whenever i see the night's dramatic fallin, horizon's golden red carpet
It reminds me of only one thing in my life...
MY HAPPY DAYZ
Those Never Ending, Ever Green, Mind blowing, heart warming moments with you...
u know wat,
I jus wonder ..
if my heart ever beats faster for anyone else other than u
If my eyes ever grew impatient waiting for someone else other than u
if all my senses wud ever be conquered by anythin else other than u
As stars shine bright within the nyte
if there is anyone else who dares to enter my dreamz & dance with me in d pale moonlite other than u
i jus ever wonder..
If i ever find a gal like you...
I am not sure of anything else thats happening to me in my life..
but i'm damn sure of onething...
u know wat...
That ' i miss u looot'...
pls let me know.. wat u feel...
see u later..
how r u all.. i'm doing ok here.. feelin lonely most of the time.. missing my family, frens, the food , the fun and also my life...
here are few words abt how much i miss my DREAM gal...
these r jus my feelings..my imaginative feelings...
here it goes...
"I MISS U A LOOOOT"
U know wat,
whenever i woke up late
whenever i see d roses smilin, hear birds squeaking,chirping
whenever i see the night's dramatic fallin, horizon's golden red carpet
It reminds me of only one thing in my life...
MY HAPPY DAYZ
Those Never Ending, Ever Green, Mind blowing, heart warming moments with you...
u know wat,
I jus wonder ..
if my heart ever beats faster for anyone else other than u
If my eyes ever grew impatient waiting for someone else other than u
if all my senses wud ever be conquered by anythin else other than u
As stars shine bright within the nyte
if there is anyone else who dares to enter my dreamz & dance with me in d pale moonlite other than u
i jus ever wonder..
If i ever find a gal like you...
I am not sure of anything else thats happening to me in my life..
but i'm damn sure of onething...
u know wat...
That ' i miss u looot'...
pls let me know.. wat u feel...
see u later..
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